All time low. A combination with final, perfection attitude and stress, I sometimes tired of doing anything. No motivation even joining back with friends and even treat my bf with meanness. SOLITARY.... Is what I'm looking for.
I can't seem to go back to the person I used to be- ambitious and enthusiastic. Even a small little thing or action which can lighten my whole day, the feeling is no where to be found. Life is meaningless.
Now what I care about is feeling better. And recuperate because I'm just so tired mentally and emotionally. My bf must have been suffered much because of my stupidity attitude. I'm emotional insecurity. Over thinking and worrying are killing me. A small matter I can even bring it out and we quarrel. When I think back, I feel I'm just being nasty. I don't want these kind of feeling. I just wanna be happy and enjoy my life with him. I don't know what's wrong with me or my life. I need peace. Oh God, I wish to erase all the depression in my mind and go back to the lovey dovey life.
Bye June, hopefully July will not disappoint.
「自己的幸福自己找，不要抱怨為什麼不幸福、不快樂。
沒有人該給你快樂。你要付出，才會有成果。
這好像很教條，但卻很真實。」-張小燕
沒有人該給你快樂。你要付出，才會有成果。
這好像很教條，但卻很真實。」-張小燕
Kitty
Lots of LOVE
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