Our First Valentine's

I had been looking forward to this valentine's from a couple of weeks. Thinking of what to give, planning how to surprise him, deciding what to do on our first valentine's, I just couldn't get my head off of valentine's. Shopping, surfing internet, asking for help... I faced lots of problem just like any other couples. What to give, what he needs the most, will he like it, not enough time, I don't really know where to buy ingredients if I wanna cook, does he like this colour, MONEY... Thousands of problem, one by one slowly popping out of my head.

The day had come. I dressed nicely in the morning, purposely chose pinky shirt and white lace dress, to attend figure class. Time passed slowly just like a turtle. After class, we went to have lunch and headed to MayBank to register for ... What-was-that-again thing, required by our stupid government. Days had turned to heat for this few weeks. I couldn't stand the HOT weather, affecting my mood too. Pitied my dear hubby!

I changed into a dress and applied some make up. Not obvious but the main purpose of make up was covered all my pimples. >< Oh ya... This was my first time wearing high heel in front of my hubby. ^^
Due to assignments, we chose to celebrate in Gurney since Gurney is the most convenient place for us. We were hardworking couples! Before dating, we went to McD to have our assignment done. Doing homework in McD was not right place for me because the aroma of FOOD and the cooling of air-conditional. I was hungry so we went to have dinner first before going Popular. I hadn't spent the 200 dollars coupon yet. I had no idea which books to buy.

I love sea breeze so I asked bibi to go out and have a walked in Gurney Drive. My legs... PAIN so I chose to sit down and gave him presents which I had been choosing for long. I gave him a black wallet from Converse and a bar of chocolate from Germany. Inside the wallet's box, I added a piece of  " I LOVE YOU" card.  He was surprised when I passed a Converse paper bag to him. He was moved when he found out I bought him a black wallet. I hope he likes it. ><

I also received a box of my favorite Ferrero Rocher and a big card from him. I never received such a HUGE card before. Inside the card written an essay with his nice handwriting. I was touched when reading those lovely words from my hubby, and I kept reading it. I promised every requirements you asked from you, laogong. ^^

This is my first valentine's and the best valentine's among my  previous 20 single valentine's. I hope I can have the rest of my valentine's with you. I love you

Is it nice??? I love the card very much 

Thanks hubby! muacksssssss

Kitty 

First TimeS

Life has a lot of first time. The first time we talked, the first time we smiled, the first date, the first saying "I love you", the first propose, the first kiss, the first hug, the first love... Too many first times. 

Today... I did many things that I never expected. Morning, woke up and got dressed for my date with dearest. Of course with teddy beside. We went for branch before the movie started. Chronicle... No comment. After movie, dear and me went to Nail Art to colour our nails. 20 dollars for shaping and colouring is kinda cheap for me. I chose 2 types of pinks! First time went to Nail Art to have my nails coloured. Usually I would went to Elianto or any place to buy nail polishes and colour myself. The first time, teddy and me were separated in the mall. I missed him and wondering where he would be. Spent around 45 minutes to get my nails done, I was kinda satisfied and he said they are cute. Hehe~ Luckily he loved it. *But seriously I wanted to try chocolate* Ahem...First time bought myself a cup of  milk tea with red bean topping. I still preferred original milk tea from Kochabi. 

We rested for while before going to celebrate Chap Goh Meh, the last day of Chinese New Year and Chinese Valentine's Day, in Esplanade. First time celebrate Chap Goh Meh. We took Rapid with mommy and brother. I loved looking at him playing and joking with my brother. The way he cared for me too... Lovely ><  Around 8pm, we reached Esplanade and the sky covered with clouds. Looked like going to pour. We went to throw mandarins with our wishes written on. We went to eat pasembur on the field and he bought me a bouquet of flower. Red rose ! This is my first time receiving flowers, some more was a rose, some more was from my love. Aargh... Fantasy happened! I think I am dreaming! ^^ He is so sweet and I think I am seriously in love with him. Unfortunately, we had to find a hiding place since it was raining in deluge. We waited for the rain to stop but the sky didn't want to negotiate with us. It rained cats and dogs. At 11pm, we watched 8 minutes firework show. The first time watching with him... If my family wasn't around, I would be hugging him! 

My first rose from him 

Yesterday was one of my happiest days. How I wish we stay together and live till we old. Spending the rest of my life with him, no regrets. He is my one and my only one. I love him more than my heart knows. I love you, hubby! 

Isn't we sweet? 

Kitty

Deep Emotional Talk

Sometimes we have to express out our feelings so that people know what's on your mind. Communication between couples is kinda important because you express out what you are thinking, letting he/she has a better idea. 

He told me lots of thing today and I listened every single word he split out. I shouldn't be so selfish, always care about myself and not thinking about his feelings. While I was listening, I felt sad. Why am I being so selfish enough! Why am I being so stupid! I promised myself not wanting to hurt him again, not wanting to see him sorrow, not wanting to see him cry... But why I am doing this to him?! He loves me so much and he doesn't deserve that. Loving couples should have lived happily. I am sorry... I am sorry being so weak and fragile, letting he worries always. I know he is still worrying me... Wondering if I am alone, will I sms him or will I talk to him. I know he does... But I promise you dear, I didn't and I will never ever have any contact with him. 

Jealousy does kill people's feeling. I should have known it. He is doing his best not letting me having a slightly jealous feeling and now is my turn to not to let him jealous anymore. Jealousy can lead to argument, even worst break out. I don't wanna break with a boy who loves me more than his life, who loves me more than anyone else, who dear me and only me. A boy who makes me think of I am the only girl in his life and who wishes for a long term relationship, who wanna held his relationship with me until our marriage until we old. I feel happy for me, having a bf who loves me dearly. I know he loves me by the ways he treats me. He loved me when I didn't deserve to be loved, he forgave me when I didn't deserve to be forgiven, he believed in me when I gave up on myself.

Hubby, I promise you I will never let you down again. I love you more than anyone else and I wish to be your good wifey that everyone who jealous about. 

I love you

Kitty